My name is Kaye. 20 years old | Manila, PH |
PNUAN | ITEduc | Teacher
A Personal Blogger since 2012
Sa ika-25th birthday ko, gusto ko magbigay ng mga pagkain sa iilang pulubi’t taong lansangan. By January 23, 2022, tiyak may kakayanan na akong pansarili para mamigay naman sa iba.
Before mag-on-campus diary…
I think my anxieties were triggered because the first term is about to last and the second term isbfast approaching.
I’m scared. Maybe because I really don’t want to be a teacher. I’m scared of becoming one. I’m scared of all the resposibilities that is about to unfold. I’m scared.
Above all, I’m scared that I might regret taking and graduating from this course once the time will come I am needed to be at work and provide for my family. Really, I’m that scared.
Habang tinitignan ko yung mga lumang pictures ko, narealize ko, hindi naman pala ako mataba noon. Madalas feeling ko lang. Madalas sabi lang ng iba dahil compared naman talaga sa mga petite, eh mas may laman ako.
Siguro ang lesson lang dun is we don’t have to compare ourselves to others and we don’t have to listen to every opinion that other people gives. We just have to do what makes us feel good about ourselves. ❤
Ayaw na ayaw ko talaga yung feeling na napapraning ako over him. Yun bang im too sensitive and overreacting kapag hindi ko siya nakakausap oras-oras. Naiinis ako kapag hindi siya nag-uupdate. Yung feeling na mas matimbang friends niya kaysa sa akin. Yung feeling ko, im JUST his “girlfriend” whenever may time siya.
I just hate the fact that I am here ranting and missing the person who doesn’t even make a goodnight message to me.
BECAUSE YOU DESERVE MORE, KAYE!
“I deserve more.”
I was looking for answers on what push me to come out into this hilarious but great idea of getting fit. Then, biglang nagpop-out sa akin yung mga katagang yun…
“I deserve more.”
Yes, I deserve to wear any clothes I want to wear. Deserve kong magsuot ng square pants, sleeveless, high-waisted pants, fitted and mga bagsak na dresses, nang hindi ko iniisip na mataba ako or wala akong pwet.
Yes, I deserve to be more confident of myself. Deserve kong magfeeling maganda at sexy any time of the day, at kahit ano pang suot ko.
Yes, I deserve to be more healthy. Deserve kong mas maging malakas kaysa sa lambuting si Kaye. Malayo sa himatayin at mahinang ako.
Yes, I deserve moreeeee.
New goals!
Today, 2:16 AM of June 14, 2017, Wednesday, Ram and I decided to pursue becoming more fit and healthy. We know that it may take alot of our time, and even empty our pockets but still, we wanted to make it our goal and our very own adventure at the same time. So, let’s see. :)
Normal lang to sa mga matagal ng magkarelasyon. Para sa kanila kasi nagiging ‘routine’ nalang ang mga nangyayari sa kanila araw-araw. Nawala na yung thrill at kilig at naging ordinaryo nalang ang lahat. Pero hindi naman ibig sabihin nun, wala na ang love. Para lang itong phase, transition. Yung iba hindi kinaya at naghihiwalay nalang. Yung iba naman mas tumatatag. May ginagawa ka rin ba para mabago o masalba ang sitwasyon niyo? Kasi hindi rin sapat na iaasa mo lang sa boyfriend mo ang lahat. Kailangan mo ring gumawa ng paraa, mag exert ng effort. I-lead ang boyfriend mo kung sa tingin mo nalilihis na siya ng landas. Pero kung nagawa mo na lahat, pero hindi mo pa rin maramdaman yung sayang naramdaman mo dati, siguro nga hanggang dito nalang kayo.
you’re not too sensitive. you’re not overreacting. if it hurts you, it hurts you
Ako? Ayaw kang kausap? Lol.
Ikaw lang hinintay ko makausap sa maghapon sa araw-araw. Sadyang napagod lang ako kakahintay na mag-online ang taong alam kong kayang dumaan yung maghapon niya ng wala ako.
Dati pagkagising ko, puno ng notif mula sa text at chat mo cp ko, ngayon maghahatinggabi na pero hinihintay ko pa rin pag-oonline mo.